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Thought I'd try this..^^;

Confession time~


**This entry is always on top. I like the idea of it, and it would be cool if people posted their confessions :D**

Anonymous commenting is ON. Leave me words. Something you've always wanted to tell me, something that has nothing to do with me, a confession, a secret, a story, whatever. Anonymous comments are suggested though not necessary if you're feeling brave enough. I'll probably reply to your comment. If you'd rather I don't, specify "don't reply" in the subject and we'll pretend it never happened. Just make sure whatever you tell me is true.

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(Anonymous)
Oct. 5th, 2006 09:23 pm (UTC)
I know you threw eggs at my house.


>_> I have cameras!
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 5th, 2006 09:26 pm (UTC)
Sora hater! XD
(Anonymous)
Oct. 5th, 2006 11:04 pm (UTC)
I think you're the most amazing person in the world and I just want to know everything about you. I absolutely adore you.
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 5th, 2006 11:34 pm (UTC)
aww wow *_* Thank you. I wonder who this is D:
(Anonymous)
Oct. 10th, 2006 01:32 am (UTC)
I'd love to tell you one day. I really do admire you. I can't really explain my feelings for you... it just feels so weird. But one day I'll tell you all this in more detail. I just can't right now. And I'm sure there are plenty others who feel this way about you... but for some reason, I know it's different for me.
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 11th, 2006 08:50 pm (UTC)
Eh hehh..fat chance ^^; I don't mean to appear rude, but I honestly can't picture anyone thinking of me in that light. And to be honest, I don't think I can look at someone in that same light. I had once, but now I'm not so sure. Too much has happend, and I think I just want to get through school, find a job I like..even if it takes me away from here, I'll go...::nod:: ^^; Maybe its best to keep these feelings to yourself, especially when I am in this condition. I don't want to hurt anyone..but more importantly, I really don't want to find myself hurt again.
(Anonymous)
Oct. 11th, 2006 11:11 pm (UTC)
I understand. Which is why I originally did want to keep this to myself, anonymous or not. I just had to at least get it out somehow.
Maybe I can't really tell how I feel. Maybe I just like you to the point where it feels as strong as that, but not so much to that point exactly. I just really love the way you think about things. I find you so interesting. And I'm really sorry for telling you all this... I know I shouldn't have but I'm sorry. I will not reveal who I am.
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 16th, 2006 01:31 am (UTC)
Its fine, you were allowed to say whatever you wanted in this entry. So don't be sorry about it :P
(Anonymous)
Oct. 19th, 2006 04:54 pm (UTC)
I look up to you. You are the kind of person I want to be. You have your good points and your bad points. As do I. Your opinions are different than mine at times, but you don't hold that against me. You are not afraid of what other people think of you and I wish I could be that kind of person. I have no courage and I can't see myself being as bold as you are. I want to be bold, and I'm disappointed at not having the courage to be bold. However, I don't need courage to do the things I want. I can be myself in your presence and that's good enough for me. I'm fine with the way I am not.
I'll just eat up your bold rays. ^_^
(Anonymous)
Oct. 19th, 2006 04:55 pm (UTC)
Oops, mispell.
I'm fine with the way I am now.*
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 20th, 2006 08:06 pm (UTC)
bold..me? XD wow. I'm glad I make you feel comfortable when you're with me. I'd never think someone would look up to me..thanks for the comment ^^
(Anonymous)
Oct. 26th, 2006 05:04 pm (UTC)
You're welcome.
Just know that it's true.
(Anonymous)
Oct. 20th, 2006 12:09 pm (UTC)
Though you don't even know me, I visit your journal often hoping to catch a mention of or a comment by someone I don't know how to talk with any longer. Maybe I don't realize how good I had things, but I'm constantly envious of how important and influential you are in this person's life. Every word they say to you makes me feel more and more hopeless as they seem to always pine for your attention while I'm completely undeserving of theirs. Yet for the jealousy I feel inside, I can't really express what they are to me and if I actually love them. I could never be good enough, I could never mean as much as you.

I'm sorry to follow your entries out of these kind of intentions.
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 20th, 2006 08:13 pm (UTC)
aw..don't say you're undeserving ;_; I have an idea of how you feel..though I'm sure the situations are different..but don't be jealous..maybe I don't have the place to say that ^^; but.. Maybe like..no matter how hard it may be, try to talk to this person again..? I wish I could help you more.. :/
(Anonymous)
Dec. 17th, 2006 11:32 pm (UTC)
Your one of the greatest people i have ever met. And I am so glad i am your freind.
hitomi_kanzaki
Dec. 23rd, 2006 07:28 pm (UTC)
I'm glad someone thinks of me that way, thank you ^^
(Anonymous)
Dec. 22nd, 2006 06:28 am (UTC)
I am lucky to have you as a friend you are one of the few people I feel I can show who I really am to them. Every day I think of you my friend and I desperatley want you to find happehness.....unless it's through Jesus. NO JESUS HAPPEHNESS!!
hitomi_kanzaki
Dec. 23rd, 2006 07:29 pm (UTC)
I'm happy you can show me who you really are, coz I know how hard that can be.
Jesus.. D:
(Anonymous)
Dec. 24th, 2006 03:58 am (UTC)
Jesus is the enemy he stole my bike.... Or was that a mexican guy named Jesus....
(Anonymous)
Dec. 24th, 2006 09:32 pm (UTC)
your great. i think your one of the most amazing people i will ever meet. i love you so much and i know i can never openly tell you this. but i know i will always have you as a great freind.
hitomi_kanzaki
Dec. 24th, 2006 09:38 pm (UTC)
aw thank you very much :D I'm happy to know a friend feels this way about me ^^
(Anonymous)
Dec. 25th, 2006 02:10 am (UTC)
it is very true. i really like you but i guess i'm to shy and nervous to tell you. i'm such a loser when it comes to things like love.
hitomi_kanzaki
Dec. 25th, 2006 06:44 am (UTC)
aw ::hugs:: I know how that is, you aren't alone
(Anonymous)
Dec. 25th, 2006 10:41 pm (UTC)
maybe someday i'll have enoguh nerve to tell you in person how i truly feel. your wonderful and arent afraid to be yourself. i think that is great and plus you have an amazing personality. i never want to leave when i'm near you.
(Anonymous)
Feb. 11th, 2007 10:02 am (UTC)

i really like you. but i know you, and how yo probraly wouldn't return my feelings. but knowing your my freind is just an amazing feeling in its self.
hitomi_kanzaki
Feb. 11th, 2007 11:55 pm (UTC)
ah ok..thats good ^^;
(Anonymous)
Jan. 19th, 2007 03:00 am (UTC)
Well I don't know any easy way to put this.
I don't know exactly what happened with our friendship Jen. I always tried to be there for you and be your number one helper and good friend and it seems like you're willing to pick people that will tear your heart to shreds over me, I'm sure you know who I'm referring to.
I know it's retarded to bring it up, but i just don't understand how you could choose someone like that over someone who always considered you a family member and would give a limb for you to be happy in your time of need.
I just wonder how.

btw I'm jealous that you have a secret admirer XD.
I needs me one of those!
hitomi_kanzaki
Jan. 20th, 2007 05:55 pm (UTC)
I don't know, I wouldn't say I chose this person over you. I love you both, I love you like a family member, I really do. You always felt like a sister to me, even when we didn't have contact or didn't talk as much as we used to. But I love this person in a different way, I'm sure you already know that. And I guess you can say that kind of love can make me do things other people find questionable. It wasn't all pain and sadness, believe me when I say this. And I felt I was fighting for someone worth fighting for, when I was hanging in there for him, I know you might say otherwise. but I have no regrets about it.
There were times your help seemed like too much, and I am sorry I couldn't tell you that to you on my own. I felt afraid you wouldn't understand, because I remember a previous time I had told you and you got upset. I know you are there to help me, like a sister like a good friend you are always there for me. But I knew in my heart what I was doing was right. I only regret one thing, I wish I was a lot stronger.
Please understand and I would never think of it as..choosing him over you, I never would. And I love you my friend, I really do. And maybe we can start hanging out after these finals shits XD and we can play video games and watch animezzz D:

wow. this is long :P

(Anonymous)
Apr. 16th, 2007 01:46 am (UTC)
Confession time
I'm sorry for when I've made you feel sad.
hitomi_kanzaki
Apr. 16th, 2007 01:53 am (UTC)
Re: Confession time
I don't think I can say 'I forgive you' or 'its okay' because I'll be honest there are things that still hurt like fresh wounds that certain persons have said or done. I know you're anonymous, I am just saying...but good to see someone feels sorry for what they did to make another sad. I wonder if anyone does nowadays.
(Anonymous)
May. 31st, 2007 01:55 am (UTC)
i like you
but i don't have enoguh courage to tell you
i tihnk of all the negative things
will it change our freindship
would you still speak to me
would we ever feel comfortable near each other
would there be this weird feeling
i do like you, i just feel it would make our freindship weird if i was to tell you and i do not want to comprimise that
hitomi_kanzaki
May. 31st, 2007 05:32 am (UTC)
well for me, it isn't the time for love confessions :/ personally I don't think I'll ever be ready, but especially now, I'm a bit of a mess. Things probably would get awkward I won't lie. So..thats what I have to say about that. Sorry it isn't anything great -_-;
(Anonymous)
Jun. 6th, 2007 07:44 pm (UTC)
i figured, just remember you do have some one that does care for oyu.
hitomi_kanzaki
Jun. 7th, 2007 10:31 pm (UTC)
thanks
(Anonymous)
Jun. 3rd, 2007 10:31 pm (UTC)
i once wished acquired immune defincency syndrome on you.

lawls jk.

ummm i want you?
no shit, someone already said that.
like ten people to be exact.

uhh, it was me, i put the balloons in your room.

no that's stolen from grouphug.us.


uhhhhhhh i love you. yes
but not sexually.
because im not pansexing you.
<3 jenn :D
hitomi_kanzaki
Jun. 3rd, 2007 11:32 pm (UTC)
LOL I love you Jenn.
(Anonymous)
Oct. 4th, 2007 03:27 am (UTC)
I wish I had realize what I had, and that I hadn't let things get in the way to make me lose it. I'll always love you in a way, because you will always be apart of me, and I will always support you. Even in the future, if you need help, IF somehow you need abortion money o_O, Or you need me to help you sneak into Mexico, if you need money, if you need to get away from the world, if you just need to talk to me about something, if you need to elope with your secret lover, I will support any decision you make and I promise you can come to me. ESPECIALLY when I have the medical degree to support you in this way when you need it. I know you probably won't ever take this offer up, but think of it as my way of apology, and I totally owe you one for all the influence and things you've given to me in my life. So please, I beg you. Someday, take this offer up. It's all about you this time. And that's okay, so take the offer someday.
hitomi_kanzaki
Oct. 5th, 2007 04:02 am (UTC)
ah I believe I know who this is x3 don't feel like you owe me anything alright? I admit, some things still get to me but not really. So..yeah, you don't owe me anything. I'm glad to have your support when it comes to the decisions I make though. :3
(Anonymous)
Dec. 13th, 2007 12:19 am (UTC)
can i tell i like you in person, or would you not like me back. i always want to tell you but i get so nervous when i try to. would you think of me the same way afterwards?
hitomi_kanzaki
Dec. 13th, 2007 04:39 am (UTC)
Feel free. I'm not broken-hearted anymore so I think I will be okay XP but if i don't like you back, I hope we can still be friends ^^; it might be awkward afterwards for a bit though, but don't worry I won't like..disown your friendship for liking me XD thats gey
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